A couple of years ago, there was a rash of marriages in my social calendar. I enjoyed several long road trips, became very intimate with the Target Gift Registry and was forced to take poetic license with my wardrobe so as not to be dressed exactly the same in each of several dozen wedding pictures. Attending various and sundry fests of matrimony was sort of an expensive hobby for a girl TA-ing her way through seminary, but on the plus side it provided myriad opportunities to keep in touch with old friends.
Now, as these things tend to progress, there is a rash of babies appearing in my little black book. I am delighted to report that I have gotten to hang out with many of them this week, and let me tell you, it's FUN. I have always had a secret fear of parenthood, dominated by the Greek chorus of my mind singing "You can't; no way; think again; ha!" I mean, a whole entire new LIFE, dependent on me and my skills of organization and diaper-changing and patience in the midst of wails and jets of bodily fluids shooting out from all available orifices? I just couldn't really imagine it.
But now that I have been in contact with so many really little babies lately, and their parents too, I am starting to realize an astounding truth: people have been doing this parenting thing for many, many years. And many of them do it well, even. The skills seem to come when you need them. And if (or, I hope, when) it's my turn, I will do just fine. Because babies are so precious. They giggle and coo and wail and poop and spit up all over your church clothes and every time they do it you just want to smile and make preverbal noises in an embarrrassingly high tone and say, "aren't we CUTE? Can you do it again? Auntie Jessie loves you!"
Bring it on! Well, someday.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Here's looking at you, kid!
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Exactly! That's just how it is......a terrifying fear of being responsible for little lives, but an innate desire to do it anyway. I'm still terrified...and sometimes exhausted. But, I find myself longing for another newborn once in a while. Insanity. I bet you make a fabulously fun auntie, Jess!
Oops- Forgot to sign my name again- you can probably always tell when it's me, though, right? What time will you arrive next week? Spill your plans.. :) Amy
I wish you a great time at home. Enjoy it!!! A lot of greetings from "over there", your "Frau Nachbarin". Tell me, when you will be back.
Jess, I am so glad you are having a great time at home and are getting to do all of those wonderful things! And I have had to do the wedding thing where you have to make sure you're wearing a different dress to each one. That gets expensive. Enjoy the rest of your time here!
Yep, I always recognize you, Amy! Even without handwriting. I hope I am a fun auntie. I feel sometimes like a miserably poor one, living so far away.
Hi Jasmin! I am coming back soon--on the 14th. Thank you for helping me look forward to it! :-)
Janalynn, thank you for the good wishes. I hope YOU will come to enjoy your new job!
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