I felt it click yesterday, plain as day. It was practically audible.
The worship service was over, our obligations to this group were finished as well. I dared to glance at the calendar: we have a full two weeks to prepare for the next two (overlapping) groups and the visit of the new director. Two weeks! What luxury! Click.
And thus crisis mode ends - not with a bang, but with a click. I made it through my Christmas depression; the dense January programming; the beginning of the semester abroad and all related troubleshooting; my mother's wedding; the Board Meeting from Hell and my subsequent breakdown; the awful, awful Plane Ride Back to a Place I Don't Want to Be; the contract negotiations with our lawyer and their lawyers and us stuck in the middle (a shoutout to John C. who remained wonderful throughout!); the desperate scramble to find volunteer help for the summer (which isn't over yet, but at least now I have advocates); and this last program, cheerfully dubbed the Comedy of Errors by all involved parties. It just kept getting curiouser and curiouser. And now it's OVER.
December? sucked. Except for a couple days of generous hospitality.
January? sucked. Except for the part that didn't.
February? also sucked. Except for the fun bits.
I am ready for March now. *waggles fingers invitingly* Come on March, show me what you've got. Only two programs and a pressure-filled visit? I fart in your general direction! I can do March with my eyes closed. I am no longer in Crisis Mode! Perhaps I can even muster up the enthusiasm to be nice to people again. We'll see.
But anyway, here I am again. I apologize for not commenting on any of your blogs lately. I was under this rock, see, and now I'm crawling out. Holy cow, the sun's bright here. Got any shades?
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Sheeee's Back!
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Welcome Back Jess! I'm glad you're clicking.
"I fart in your general direction!"
Awesome quote. I will probably think of this at several times during the day.
Welcome back!
This reminds me so much of my five years of single mom, college student, full time ophthalmic tech. I was sooooo stressed and had a, "Oh YEAH???? What else ya got Mr. "Fate", Mr. "Destiny", Mr. "let's see how much Zen can take and still come back for more" man??????"
There was stress, conflict, joy, fatique, depression, fun...in each experience, sometimes all in one day! Whew!
I told someone the other day that I don't know what to do with myself now that I am "just" staying at home. Even the past year was wedding,pregnant,(yes, it actually happened in THAT order - but barely!)graduate,give birth,sell house,buy minivan...did I mentinon I hosted Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year's in there too?
Now to rest...ahhhh...
You get some too :)
Z
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