Tuesday, March 23, 2010

waiting

I'm in the limbo stage. This great potential opportunity came along, I put myself out there, fell in love with the idea, and now I get to wait. The news could come any minute now. My stomach is full of butterflies, my whole body is tense, and my dreams are chaotic. I really want to know!

But just about half an hour ago, I noticed a decided shift in my attitude. Until then, I had been anticipating good news -- I'd been making plans based on the what-if, spinning a whole new life with my imagination. And a few minutes ago, sitting in a presentation that I otherwise enjoyed quite a bit, something changed.

Now I'm waiting for the bad news to arrive.

I hope I'm wrong.

3 comments:

Silent said...

The limbo stage is the worst. I know. How long do you have to wait?

Hugs!

Jessica said...

I should know either tomorrow or Thursday, supposedly. But I kind of feel like if they wanted me, they would have called yesterday or today... argh.

MsPoague said...

good luck Jess! sending the good vibes your way.